Sunday, February 17, 2013

Scared? Of Course!

You could say I am scared...scared I will fail, scared no one will read this or even care what I have to say, scared I won't figure this blog thing out, and scared of embarrassing myself!  But then I was watching one of my favorite movies, Sex and the City, and Carrie said to Charlotte "you can't stop being who you are because you're afraid!"  I swear I saw a flashing, neon sign that flashed....DUH!   I am not someone who is typically afraid.  I am a loud, outgoing, fun-loving child of God that always has a lot to say!  So here goes nothing.....

I officially set up this blog back in September of 2012.  I love reading blogs.  I have many favorites and had been thinking about starting my own for a long time.  Friends and family are always asking me for recipes, decorating tips, parenting tips and just bits and pieces of my life.  Let's face it I like to talk!  But for whatever reason I never posted anything once I set this little blog up.  I think I was waiting to make it pretty - but didn't know how to do it.  I was waiting for something interesting to tell people.  I was waiting for time to write.  But all of that was an excuse - I was just plain scared.  You see I am not a writer - have always wanted to be but by nature I am not.  I read on someones blog (sorry I don't remember who) that they write the way the speak.  So that is what I am going to do.  I am going to share my crazy, chaos filled, beautiful life that God has given me with whoever wants to take a peak.  If no one reads this it will be my journal of what I was experiencing at any given moment. 

Cheers ya'll!